The offbeat bride: Juno, PhD candidate
Her offbeat partner: Noah, PhD candidate
Date and location of wedding: Snow Building at Oakland Zoo, Oakland CA — August 1, 2010
What made our wedding offbeat: Everything about our wedding was deeply personal and totally eclectic, from our invitations, to our clothes, to the ceremony, and to the reception. Noah's a Jewish transguy. I'm a Filipina-American lesbian who has just returned to the Bay Area after completing a year and a half of research in Malaysia. Both of us have feminist, animal-loving, anti-racist politics.
As a transguy, Noah did not want to claim being the “son” of his parents. He chose the term “child” instead. I felt like I needed to claim being a “daughter” because my experience of my childhood was deeply gendered.
Our ceremony harkened back to various cultural traditions and we adapted them for our own purposes and desires. We avoided a standard wedding march because I was opposed to being “given away” by anyone. We instead started the ceremony with a procession that was based on an ethnic Iban tradition in which all the wedding guests are individually greeted by the welcoming village.
When guests arrived, they chose to be with “Team Noah” or “Team Juno.” Our many mutual friends spontaneously decided to chose a side. Once we were ready, each of our teams walked forward towards the center-front. Each were guided by “flower kids” laying out rose petals. Our guests stood behind us and in that way, their support and love carried us forward.
Once we got to the center-front, our flower kids found their seats and Noah and I stood there as we individually greeted the other's guests. A friend of ours played Bach on her cello while this happened.
The ritual aspects of our ceremony pulled from multiple traditions. A mutual friend of ours who trained as a Buddhist priest began the ceremony with an incense offering. We each offered burned incense as a way to signify being upright and burning cleanly. Then, my eldest sister gave a “homily” in which she referenced our queer politics about relations and love.
She then made a sex-positive, feminist adaptation of Filipino Catholic traditions of the candle, cord, and coins. Instead of having the coins signify my husband providing for me, for instance, it signified our travels together and our financial commitments with one another. The cords signified the pleasure of being bound to one another.
Then, Noah's eldest sister, who is a Cantor (a Jewish clergy member who leads singing prayers and can legally marry us), performed an adaptation of Jewish rites of marriage in which we proved that we wish to get married. This included pulling away a handkerchief from her, signing a ketubah (a Jewish marriage contract), serving each other wine, which sanctified the marriage, breaking a glass, and finally kissing. In the ceremony, she used our preferred words for “the divine” and avoided the masculine terms for “God.”
Finding the right clothes was an exciting challenge for us. I got my Sue Wong ivory dress off the rack from Macy's in San Francisco for less than $300! I bought and returned a bunch of dresses from Nordstrom, but they looked terrible on me since I am super short at 5'0.”
For the reception, I did the Asian thing of changing into another dress. I borrowed a friend's Nicole Miller cocktail dress. As a nod to my mixed-Chinese ancestry, I wore red to the reception. The inspiration was a Shanghai movie star from the 1930s.
Noah wore a custom-made silk barong tagalog, which is men's formal wear in the Philippines. He also had wool trousers made for him in the Philippines. Together, both were under $100. He found Gucci shoes for $15 at a discount retailer in Southern California.
Tell us about the ceremony: The ceremony was an hour and a half and unusual. After a long conversation with Noah's sister, she truly understood our personal relationship with “the divine” and used more vague, open words like “elohim.”
My sister wrote a wonderful and brilliant reflection, ‘”Everyone is here for you, Juno and Noah.” One of my favorite passages from her sex-positive, feminist, post-Catholic homily:
I am not happy today because you find one person to be with
But because you stay alert to how to be together
in friendship, family and intimacy just like how you imagine.
How great the life you lead to get who, what, and how you want!
To entangle with each other in a way that's intensely attuned
to where you come from, to who you are and aspire to be,
To share how one grows, expectedly and unexpectedly,
in a constantly changing world, is a bottomless source of learning
that I know your love for knowledge keeps you pliable.
Recognizing the vulnerability of forever, you defend each other,
promising an unflagging bond. Clear, steady, and taken.
Our biggest challenge: Delegating was very difficult for us since we felt that we couldn't impose on others. We were actually two and a half hours late to our pre-wedding picnic because we had so many things to do, such as paying the caterer, making signs, and picking up the pizza for the picnic.
In the afternoon and evening before, we still had minor but important things to do, like make the table tents and finish the place settings. It just so happened that my friends who came from the furthest distances (Toronto and Germany) ended up stepping in and helping us with the last finishing banalities. I felt badly for roping them in when they could have been enjoying the Bay Area instead. These friends are truly saints!
In retrospect, I would do a better job delegating. It would have been more thoughtful had we squeezed in a “craft party” during the picnic so that our friends could do little jobs together.
My favorite moment: Coming into the reception to David Bowie's Soul Love, decked out in fabulous clothes to our cheering friends and family who were standing up and applauding us was the most awesome feeling.
Many of our queer friends have ambivalent politics about marriage. But as one said, “I hate marriage, but love weddings.” Any contention or ambivalence slipped away in the merriment of the moment. I loved taking a turn around the room and seeing all our guests from so many different aspects of our lives, all together enjoying each other's company.
Noah and I decided to adopt the Chinese tradition of giving Ang Pao, or red packets with money. Only after one gets married are they expected to give out Ang Pao (at least among Chinese Malaysians). So it felt really meaningful to finally reciprocate and give a gift back to the key people who fostered us in different ways — our older friends and mentors.
It was really meaningful that both of our sisters and an older lesbian friend of ours who is like an older sibling to us officiated the ceremony in their different ways. Noah's sister understood our attitudes about the concept of “God” and she used various Hebrew forms that were less absolute and more open. My sister truly understands my identity and our ethics and politics. She explained it in such a beautiful way to everyone witnessing this event.
My funniest moment: Our wedding and reception were held at the Oakland Zoo, where I had volunteered as an intern zookeeper. Their policies about animal visits to parties are very strict and very animal-friendly, so we could not have an “animal ambassador” visit our wedding.
So we made the animal theme more pronounced with a contest. Our guests sat in a 100-person U-shaped table formation and each wing of the U had a table theme including primates, wildcats, and ungulates (or hoofed animals). Each table had to make their table's animal sounds and the person who they thought made the best sound represented their table in an animal call “face off” at the front of the room.
The primates sounded like a loud cacophony of gorillas, chimps, and howler monkeys. The wild cats at first were too shy, which prompted our witty emcee to urge those “kittens to roar.” The ungulates table consisted of mostly non-profit workers, community organizers, and administrators. When it came time for their animal sound, they all slapped their hands on the table in unison and sounded like a massive herd of charging bison. They secretly sent text messages to each other planning their sound!
Unfortunately, they had to make another sound since it was supposed to be vocal. So, they had a great cacophony of moos, neighs, and oinks. After the contest (which was won by a 65-year-old auntie who shrilled like a chimp at war), we were urged to make our own animal sound. Ours was anticlimactic because our table was foxes and they are a silent species. So, we pretended to lick our paws.
Soon after, we did a surprise choreographed dance for Noah to a mash-up of Kelis' I'm Bossy and Estelle's American Boy.
Noah does not like dancing in public because he is shy about people watching him. So after we danced, we apprehended him so that he would dance with me while my sisters danced around us. My youngest sisters choreographed it so that it was easy to learn in a quick amount of time. There is a video too:
Was there anything you were sure was going to be a total disaster that unexpectedly turned out great? The stress leading up to the wedding made me burst into tears at the picnic. Oddly, I was stressed by seeing so many people from the many different aspects of my life together at once. I have lived in so many different cities, never spending more than three years in a given place, so I felt that everyone there knew me from such a different context. I think it was also the fact that I had spent one and a half years away from so many loved ones and then seeing them all at once.
My sisters swooped in and reminded me that I just needed to articulate my needs. At that moment, I needed to not have to worry anymore about any plans and that Noah would do the job of explaining our wedding procession to everyone at the picnic. From then on, I was able to relax and truly enjoy the moment.
We just didn't have the money for a professional photographer from the Bay Area. Noah's uncle served as the main photographer and our different friends with nice cameras took awesome photos. They were great shots, too.
My advice for offbeat brides: Once the flowers began to lose their petals and dry out, once the leftovers from the wedding began to rot, once our friends from far away left, and once we had to clean up the house after the whirlwind pre-wedding schedule, I got depressed! So many months of meticulous planning suddenly ended after just a weekend and it hurled me into sadness.
I would definitely advise people to schedule a honeymoon immediately after the wedding or a day after the wedding. The honeymoon doesn't have to be to Bali or whatever. The idea is just to leave your home and return once you are homesick. And once you return home together, you can deal with the mess together.
What was the most important lesson you learned from your wedding? The most important lesson for us is that rituals mark momentous events in a life. We will always remember the utter joy and happiness we felt in the presence of so many different loved ones.
Care to share a few vendor/shopping links?
- Caterer: Hugh Groman and Greenleaf Platters totally understood our vision. Hugh was the one to come up with the intimate U-shaped table arrangement with us on a sweetheart table in the center. The food was fabulous!
- Cake: Carolyn Wong. Not only was it deeply personal since it was based on tattoos Noah and I have, it tasted unbelievably amazing. Our favorite flavor, key lime and raspberry with vanilla chiffon, tasted even better than the initial cake tasting! We'll be ordering another cake for Noah's PhD graduation.
- Hair and make-up: Vivi. I had crazy amounts of acne before the wedding. I was so relieved to have gotten my make-up and hair professionally done by Vivi. The days right before the wedding were super stressful for me and so I broke out even more. She did a phenomenal job hiding my blemishes and boosting my confidence and happiness that day.
- Wedding registry: Shiki, a Japanese ceramics store in San Francisco's Japantown specializes in gorgeous, amazingly durable, and surprisingly affordable Japanese stoneware. People would just call and say how much they want to spend and the retailers would suggest gifts.
- Veil: I wore a champagne-colored birdcage veil from Ann Leslie designs.
- Dress: Sue Wong from Macy's at Union Square in San Francisco.
- Juno's shoes: Michael Kors “Belinda” sandals in pink python from Nordstrom in San Francisco
- Noah's custom-made kippot (yarmulke): Edna Sandler Judaica
- Ketubah: MP Artworks
- Invitations: Mercurio Brothers
- Flowers: Jean of Fourth Street Flowers in Berkeley did an amazing job with the flowers and worked within our small budget.
Enough talk — show me the wedding inspo!
Comments on Juno & Noah’s queer feminist interfaith wedding
Woah! I cannot get over how beautiful this all is! Hard to take in. The thought, love and joy that went into your day is amazing and it clearly all paid off. Gah, absolutely wonderful ^_^.
it is a very beautiful wedding – so many thoughtful details in terms of ceremony! it was great to see it.
What a gorgeous, gorgeous wedding! It was soooo centered around the couple and their life—I love it and am close to tears after seeing and reading about all that joy. 😀 And both of Juno’s dresses were AMAZING. Congrats to the couple and their families!!!
This is the best wedding I’ve seen on OffBeatBride. Thank you so much for sharing everything!!! So many ideas. So much honesty and care. Thank you thank you thank you.
I am touched by the quote by their sister- very well said!
Oh my goodness! Noah was my TA for a class when I was an undergrad at UCSC! I’m sure he doesn’t remember me, but I remember him. 🙂 This really makes me smile, I’m so touched by your wonderful wedding. I wish you both joy.
Hi Mia! Thanks for your comment! I hope you are doing well in your post-UCSC life!
Thanks everybody! @Crystal: My sister Celine who wrote that homily, is a professor at UC Santa Barbara in Asian-American Studies and Film! She’s truly a beautiful and brilliant writer! It was so nice to be able to totally rely on her to explain the significance of what we were doing to our eclectic group of friends and family!
Wow, I didn’t know you could get married at the Oakland Zoo! What a great location!
I am in love with this story of love. You two look so happy!
THANK YOU FOR DISCLOSING ACNE!!!!
I’m freaking out at how happy I am to see this! This is something really bothering me leading up to a wedding, because even make-up etc. folks sometimes scoff at my skin as though I should have had some kind of skin transplant to prevent the possibility of them needing to work with my blemishes… you look fantastic!
What an awesome, beautiful wedding! I love how well planned and thought out everything was. =) Juno, the whole ensemble you wore to the reception was guh-guh-gorgeous – I’m still ooh-ing over your necklace! And thank you for talking about skin issues! I was afraid to even touch my super-sensitive skin for weeks before my wedding for fear it would break out.
Thanks! I borrowed the necklace from my older sister and she got it as a gift. The designer is Otazu and apparently Lady Gaga wears his stuff! http://www.otazudesigns.com/otazu-necklaces-c-25_21.html
Such an awesome and thoughtful wedding!
But there’s one thing I don’t understand: if he is a trans guy, what is the problem with the term “son”?
And also, why would this be tagged as a “lesbian wedding”?
Sorry, I just honestly don’t understand. 🙂
To answer the second part, we let those submitting the profile self-identify their tags like “lesbian wedding.” Juno can answer this better, of course, but she did mention in the profile that she identifies as a lesbian, so this could be why.
Ohhhhh I see. Thanks!
Thanks for the questions. Noah’s identity as a transguy is not about becoming or being a man, but something else, something beyond the gender binary of male/female. If he were to say “son” that would erase his history as having been a girl (up until he was 20 or so). Lesbian-transfolk relationships are fairly common in the queer community. That’s why the word ‘queer’ is really useful!
Ahh, I get what you mean now. I guess because my personal experience as a trans guy has been of the being-a-guy-and-always-have-been kind (I came out really young, obviously) and and not the genderqueer-esque kind, and have always been in relationships with straight girls, I just never realized how many different ways there are for people to be T and in a relationship. Thank you so very much for clarifying and sharing you two’s experience/perspective!!
The best of luck two you both! 😀
I love this conversation.
wonderful photos, the wedding sure sounded like an amazing experience. Thanks for sharing your story and photos with us!!
So much happiness!
I absolutely ADORE your table set-up – may I ask, how many people dis you have in attendance? I’m trying to figure out if I could appropriate that idea for my wedding :).
Also, that quote from your sister almost made me cry. It’s beautiful.
Thanks! We had 100 people, including us. The floor plan of the building was 72×36 feet. You should go for it! It felt nicely intimate and by having a sweetheart table, we saved ourselves the stress of having to choose which family or set of friends to sit with!
Love all of it. I especially enjoyed reading about the faith based rituals that were incorporated– it’s always interesting to see how queer folks reconcile their religious beliefs with their sexual orientation/identity.
what an amazing blend of traditions and such a gorgeous couple! Thanks for featuring this wedding!
i just want to squish you both for being so dang cute!
love the yarmulke 🙂
By the way, that dance was super hot
Beautiful wedding! First dance = so cool!
I don’t think a wedding has made me smile this big in a long time! Thank you so much for sharing this 🙂 the video was especially great. You two seem like an amazing couple and I love how you explained your beliefs and are so open about everything – I hope that will help other people feel comfortable doing the same. Congrats on such a beautiful wedding!
I am overwhelmingly in love with this post. The Oakland Zoo is now number 1 on my venue list, and I have never even been.
All the well in your life together!
This is just lovely. The veil and dress are perfect!
*Awesome* wedding. The animal call contest cracked me up.
I’m also a Filpina marrying a Jew, and he wants to wear a barong but doesn’t know where to get one. Did Noah travel to the Philippines to get it custom-made?
We were lucky enough to have a good friend who splits her time between Manila and the bay area. She had me bring over several button-down shirts that fit me well and chose the one that fit the most like a barong should and then brought that with her to the Philippines. We also took measurements and sent those along,too. We just sent an email asking her where she had the barong made. We went the custom route after Juno got one for me off the rack at Balik Bayan Handicrafts in Manila and it fit all wrong and the fabric was not as nice. There is also a website MyBarong dot com that allows for a degree of customization if a trip to the Philippines is not possible.
Our friend wrote back: “Tesoro is the name of the shop on Pasay Road, now Arnaiz Blvd. It’s an old small department store with old time tailors still there. They sell all kind of traditional fabrics. Super fab!”
Thank you both for answering my question! My fiance’s all excited now (he’s probably going to go with the website route. Maybe we’ll go to the PI on our honeymoon). Mazal tov and maligayang bati sa iyong kasal!
This wedding makes me HAPPY! And that wee veil/fascinator is the business.
Awesome wedding! Also, very well written! Love this post!!!
this made me so warm & happy & full of joy! thank you!
I got warm fuzzies from seeing this! So beautiful, so sweet. Daily fuzzy quota MET.
so random coincidental, but the bride in the new movie Jumping the Broom is wearing the same wedding dress! http://movies.about.com/od/jumpingthebroom/ig/Jumping-the-Broom-Photos/Paula-Patton-Angela-Bassett-Photo.htm
I have to say that of all the “off beat” weddings, yours was perhaps the most special I’ve yet seen. Obviously you are two amazing people and the wedding encompasses all that is truly wonderful… I am so wowed!
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